well! what better way to start a blog than impulsively when there's not a whole lot else to do, but a whole lot on your mind? i suppose that's more like a diary than anything. highly unlikely i'll do any gut-spilling on this site though, unless it's for artistic purposes. either way! i'm losing my mind!!!!!!!!!!! not really. i just am REALLY OBSESSED with hotline miami and it's becoming a PROBLEM!!!!!! "becoming", it's been a problem for 21 months! not a problem i'd give up for anything in the world, mind you, just. agh. feels like it's all i talk about!! i'm seriously considering making a section of this site that's JUST me rambling and analyzing aspects of this game.
hm. i suppose nothing is stopping me from that. after i finish this post, i'll go do that. speaking of post, what is this post? blogs are the predecessor to vlogs, and all i've ever seen people do in vlogs is... talk about their day. that seems kind of banal to me. is anyone really that interested? those vlog channels aren't typically thriving unless they're doing balls-to-the-walls crazy shit. maybe it's not about thriving. maybe it's just the joy of sharing! lord knows i love to share. i wish people shared more. nothing pisses me off more than gatekeeping, or competition over who likes x and y more than anyone else. it's fun to say you're the biggest fan, but none of that has any actual weight. and besides, sharing something you're passionate about with others is like the best reason to use the internet!! or make friends out in the physical world!! it doesn't pay to be defensive and possessive over the things that you love, especially if it's a large piece of media that's relatively accessible and NOT YOURS! maybe that's just me though. if this site were interactive, i'd ask what YOU think. perhaps one day, it will be!
this seems like a good place to cut this blog off. short and sweet, tentatively excited. a little chunk of my mind for randos to nibble on! aren't i just thrilled for that lolol